Hey guys, its been awhile havent it?
(Not a lot of ppl here heheh lmao)
But blogging this thing for fun about last year i’ve been doing. It was such a roller coaster for me hahah i gotta tell, also fnaf 2 movie is…..something. I miss my cousin. Im praying for him rn, becauase due to the w4r between 1r4n , 1sra and merica eek. His place kept getting b0mb3d and today he messaged me one of the place next to his place just got b0mb3d so he…cant sleep. He will come here at tuesday. I really want him to be safe. I dont want my cousin to be apart of this current problem, it can be a tr4uma in longterm. I care so much about my family especially my cousins they’re very special to me..
Alright I shouldn’t go to far about whats going on with me this new year, the last early couple months lowkey has been really bad for me. I threw bunch of anger and tears within me, but im slowly recovering dont worry about me. Its always like this, its hard for me to be stable with this repetitive problem thats hard for me to solve….i believe as soon as i graduated school i need to learn more things about myself and have a self reflection, and surviving by myself away from my parents.
I’ll be fine. This is probably a path i need to learn and adapt to become an adult. I will be 18 this year, i dont wanna be a crybaby no more. Its really pathetic to look at, i have friends and family by my side for help. I should stop looking down at myself and what happened, because i know theres always someone suffer way worse than i am.
